Loneliness is the price i pay to do the things i like

I enjoy many things. Music, comedy, good dining and other kookie things that the time out website informs me that is going on. However, i dont have many friends who share similar interests. So if i would like to attend a music concert, comedy gig or go for a nice meal, i have to go it alone. The reason i dont have many friends is not because i am a particularly terrible person, i consider myself quite well liked by the people who know me. It is because i dont make the effort to keep close friends. In secondary school I didnt have any close friends because i lived far from the school and didnt socialise with my peers after school. So I left secondary school with no close friends and never have been in a close friendship. Since then, ive never reay found anyone who ive really bonded with. Ive witnessed some great events and enjoyed some great experiences, but have been regreatful that they were on my own. I do enjoy my own company and the freedom it gives me. Id just sometimes like someone to hear my sarcastic remarks.